Damn

Halloween and PMS.

I didn't eat it all but had WAY more than I should/could/would.......

I already feel the hangover!

 And I am a big girl!

 How does this affect/effect? our childrens' little bodies?

I guess you can tell I am still struggling in finding assistance for my monthly overwhelming urges to eat CRAP! The rest of the month, NOTHING. One week prior to ., MAYHEM.

MAYHEM! And this time, HALLOWEEN? I mean the temptation is RIGHT FLIPPIN' IN FRONT OF ME!!!!!!!

Ugh. Sorry body!

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Say NO to Booze

Oh my!

 While I had a blast pretending I was in my 20's, my body is definitely 40! A cleanish body at that. It started with Rickard's, gin then a couple shooters. Mixing is never good and the sweetness in the shooters was a big mistake.

 My body is still trying to purge the dirt!

Don't swing a club and drink.

PMS Rears It's Ugly Head

Will power- zilch

Crankies- yup

Crampies- ugh

Tolerance... Patience- what's that.

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Well Paleo hasn't conquered PMS for me. Though the above might be even worse? Nah. Plain and simple... BITCH for 3 or so days. Cruelty. Yet there is another side of me that becomes extremely sentimental and filled with overwhelming gratitude for others. Cruel too! The duality. Mind numbing really.

Recently, chips and Cheetos. I am good about staying clear of sugar.

Bonus.

But chips. MMMMMMMMM!

Though the sugar craving does surface. Thank goodness for 85% chocolate. Lindt, I heart you.

Ah well... keep on trekking!

Energy levels have been incredible. I am not getting proper sleep but over all I still can function well. Okay, my bitchies flare up a smidgen but the energy levels have been intriguing.

 I am not getting hungry anymore. I went through a starvation period. Nothing would satiate me. No amount of fat or food! It was rather annoying. I decide to just not eat! A wee fast is probably a better way to put it... cured. Weird.

I am officially back to the weight I was before I fell off the boulder. I feel light on me feet, not so jiggly and most clothing fits loosely. Some too loose but what EVER. I was never a fashion queen.

Off to bed. Thank you caveman. (see sentimental crap)