NEMESES!
I am emerging from a long period of 'I am not getting fat' denial. My body has been this way for quite some time but as I mentioned denial pushed me up and out. Although, at one point, I was actually fascinated at how one's body can stretch and grow. Plus has became the department I visit for 'new' clothes... happy fat clothes.
My love for junk and hate for all that is nutritious will start to cause me some health problems. I need to find some inner strength to outwit my taste buds so that I consume carrots instead of chocolate or an apple instead of a cracker... One of my problem is the inconsistency of food. ( I am also coming out of stage of it's not my fault... it's someone or something else! LOL) One apple is delicious and the next is soft. Bananas have to be a certain ripeness or I gag. One might call this picky. I call it years of refinement.
Anyway, patterns need to change. But how? I'll figure it out while I am laying/lying on a stretcher at a noisy busy dirty hospital with IVs coming in and out various parts of my fat body.
One other thing!!
Hair... or maybe I should say HAIR DRESSERS/BUTCHERS! Tonight, I showed Grace a picture of what I wanted. When I look in the mirror, I am at loss... it looks nothing like the fuing picture! Sigh. It's too short and too layered. Thank goodness it's summer and I can jam a ball cap on. That will give me time to adjust and deal with it.
My OH MY! Not a very uplifting ego day. Ah well.
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