Oops but Hooray!

I went a little crazy today. Aside from spending funds we don't have... I BOUGHT A BAG OF MY VERY FAVORITE CHIPS. Sinful I know.  I had one, okay, two... alright..... several more I will not lie. I was doing a clinical test here. And in the end... I DIDN'T like them! I didn't like them. It was the same thing as the German chocolate cake. Damn. Very exciting.

I like the way I eat! Imagine. I am baffled too. How does this happen. As I was saying to Mel it took me a year plus of complaining and whining to jump on board to Ash's ways, but here I am 'hooked'. (BTW... I've done better in self control than Ash! Tehee! Not that anyone's keeping track).

There is disappointment. I do have fond memories of my bags of chips, chocolate bars and what not but like how memories work, they stay with you and you live them when you need to. AND I am making new memories. I am weird I know.

Ash said once how things tasted better, that red pepper was like candy and that crackers tasted like cardboard.... I rolled my eyes and called him a weirdo in my head (though he did read my mind). BUT IT'S FLIPPIN' true! Celery even tastes yummy to me. (Another tasty thing... yams or sweet potatoes with GARLIC)

Anyway, it hasn't been all glorious. I do have some tummy issues. Not sure if it's the dairy or wrong mix of veg and protein. Being a lousy eater to begin with... things don't change over night.

Is it possible it took this long for the real effects of withdrawal to come out? I've been dopey too, like the onset of a stone or drunk. (so I have heard) Yet the sensation seemed end once I ate. Hmmm. Hunger.

Anyway...excited about the chips. Oh I had some ice cream too. One or two tablespoons. That was enough. I love these testings! It was some tasty but I didn't have the urge to indulge further. Now that is trippy!

OH another things... bananas frozen taste like ice cream. Thanks Deb!

Here's to slippin'!